Frustrating

I hate it when I feel this
I tried so hard to be at ease
Only to be broken by a discreet glimpse
Of eternity passing in front of me
A disease crawling, without remedy
Your friendship is a lie
You knew my heart will die
You knew everything, I can see
Why don't you tell it to me
Shallow friendship will suffice
Anything familiar but not this
Your heart ever so elusive
Is it to him you give
Your beauty is intoxicating
Your sweet innocence is so enchanting
Your cheerful nature is so comforting
But why oh why
Is it that this love is so FRUSTRATING..???